♥two more days till the weekend! (: | Wednesday, July 23, 2008
hey guys!
tab here. well, i'm really really happy we're trying to gel more as a group, and things are working out too, with His help.
from all the exclamation marks, i probably seem rather excited and yea, i guess you could say so, but i've just had my taste of sad sad rejection..yea, i didnt get into AC. they still consider phase one ammplicants for phase two which is by the 6th of august. so i'm really praying that all God's trying to test me on is my patience now..but i really dont know how it'll go.
guess i dont really handle rejection well..and this hurt pretty bad especially since the only other two ppl who applied from my school got in. and everything just seems totally unfair. but i guess i'm trying to move on. managed to lose half a kg thanks to all the worrying and all. and probably by not eating icecream for a week too, but thats not the point.
just praying hard now that i'll get in. but somehow i feel that its not His plan for me? but i really dont know i guess, cos i'm not Him. got this in my devotional last night too, after getting the news :
"Never forget that life is not about you! You exist for God’s purposes, not vice versa. Why would God provide heaven on earth when he’s planned the real thing for you in eternity? God gives us our time on earth to build and strengthen our character for heaven. "
its just part of it and its so true, isnt it? so yes, i guess all this hurt and disappointment and all the tears its caused (yes, i had a real good cry; only cry abt stuff that really matters to me) will eventually be for God to mould me and it'll be good in the end. it just had to happen the same week of my dad's birthday too (its this sat) but He has a plan i'm sure.
hmm..felt good to let it all out. thanks guys.
loveyouu, tab
everything in His time.
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